Attempted Suicide – Forever Immortal?
I finally managed to recover all my passwords, including this blog. I’m going to keep exposing the truth here. I used to think that taking your own life was an act of cowardice — a sign of weakness. I never imagined a life with so many injustices. I never imagined there could be such interventions in a human body and in human reality. Only I know how much I’ve suffered. Below is a text I wrote on 06/26/2025 describing one of my three suicide attempts. A few months ago, I stole some paracetamol pills again. The previous time I had taken 20 pills and absolutely nothing happened. This time I had 33 pills, and I really hoped that would finally put an end to everything. I had tried. I had fought. I had done my best. But I couldn’t handle so much pain and torture in my mind anymore. Sleep deprivation for months. And when I finally managed to sleep, I had dreams that didn’t feel like mine. Crimes were being committed behind the scenes. I almost died several times. I felt waves o...