Dreams that aren't mine part 2

I've been suffering very often at night. I can say, without exaggeration, that nearly every single night I'm haunted by four or five bad dreams.

These dreams aren't mine. I already mentioned this in Part 1, but in this post, I want to go deeper into what that actually means.

The dreams feel like they are being injected into my mind — unfamiliar places, unknown people, and emotions that don’t belong to me. Sometimes it feels like I’m being used as a screen, like someone is projecting their thoughts, fears, or memories into my sleep. I wake up exhausted, anxious, and sometimes even physically in pain.

These aren't ordinary nightmares. There's a pattern, a system — a kind of programmed loop that resets every time I close my eyes. It's not rest; it's a form of psychological punishment.

I'm writing this because if anyone else out there is going through something like this, you need to know you're not alone. They’ve hijacked something sacred: our dreams — a space that’s supposed to be safe, intimate, ours.

And I will keep writing until someone listens

1) The Conscious Loop
It started as a vivid dream, but I felt conscious — more aware than usual. It was like I was lucid, but something was different. I looped under my bed, physically felt the movement, then suddenly everything shifted. I turned into an undertaker, and I felt I was about to uncover something powerful or hidden. But just before the reveal, I woke up disoriented. It was intense, and to be clear — I’ve never used psychedelics in my life.

2) The Teacher's Whisper
There was a teacher, close to my ear, telling me something I couldn’t understand. She was comparing two texts, speaking softly, almost like she didn’t want others to hear. I woke up before I could make sense of what she meant.

3) The Domestic Trap
A dream about a domestic violence case. My ex-girlfriend was driving during an argument. Emotions ran high, and at some point, there was a physical act — he kicked her. She was driving on the wrong side of the road. It escalated into a court case, but I woke up before knowing the sentence. She was pregnant, and there were false accusations in the air.

4) The Game and the Clue
I was inside a first-person shooter video game, but also somehow hosting the server. Someone left a message, asking me to check something on the internet. It felt like a hidden clue — something bigger than just a game.

5) The Political Tragedy
A building collapsed with people inside. I didn’t know how many died. One of them was a girl I’d kissed before. The dream was set in Brazil, in a poor area. I saw the words “Lula” and “PT” written on the walls — this wasn’t random. It had the atmosphere of a real, recent tragedy.

6) The Match That Turned Dark
It began as a soccer match but ended in something criminal. There was a sexual scene — public, raw — involving a transgender person. It wasn’t erotic. It felt staged, wrong, and manipulated.