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Attempted Suicide – Forever Immortal?

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I finally managed to recover all my passwords, including this blog. I’m going to keep exposing the truth here. I used to think that taking your own life was an act of cowardice — a sign of weakness. I never imagined a life with so many injustices. I never imagined there could be such interventions in a human body and in human reality. Only I know how much I’ve suffered. Below is a text I wrote on 06/26/2025 describing one of my three suicide attempts. A few months ago, I stole some paracetamol pills again. The previous time I had taken 20 pills and absolutely nothing happened. This time I had 33 pills, and I really hoped that would finally put an end to everything. I had tried. I had fought. I had done my best. But I couldn’t handle so much pain and torture in my mind anymore. Sleep deprivation for months. And when I finally managed to sleep, I had dreams that didn’t feel like mine. Crimes were being committed behind the scenes. I almost died several times. I felt waves o...
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The Biological Hack – Part 2

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I returned to Gold Coast — the very first city I arrived in when I came to Australia. I thought maybe coming back here would help me reclaim some sense of normalcy, even while still battling the voices in my head every single night. Lately, the only way I’ve been able to sleep is by whispering “SOS suicide” or “SOS suicídide” to myself until the voices go silent. That phrase… it’s become a desperate key — the only thing that pauses the noise. Today, while walking through Pacific Fair shopping center, something terrifying happened. Out of nowhere, I felt a shock — a jolt, like electricity, violently hit my leg. There was no trigger. No reason. No one around me did anything. It was like being hit by something invisible. My first instinct? I thought about throwing myself from the second floor. That’s how intense it was. That’s how tired I am of this invisible war . This isn’t psychological. This is something else . A biological hack. A system designed to torture, test, or destroy — ...
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Dreams that aren't mine part 2

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I've been suffering very often at night. I can say, without exaggeration, that nearly every single night I'm haunted by four or five bad dreams. These dreams aren't mine. I already mentioned this in Part 1, but in this post, I want to go deeper into what that actually means. The dreams feel like they are being injected into my mind — unfamiliar places, unknown people, and emotions that don’t belong to me. Sometimes it feels like I’m being used as a screen, like someone is projecting their thoughts, fears, or memories into my sleep. I wake up exhausted, anxious, and sometimes even physically in pain. These aren't ordinary nightmares. There's a pattern, a system — a kind of programmed loop that resets every time I close my eyes. It's not rest; it's a form of psychological punishment. I'm writing this because if anyone else out there is going through something like this, you need to know you're not alone. They’ve hijacked something sacred: our dreams — ...
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ChatGPT - I.A manipulation

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This is an official report of yet another manipulation attempt — one of many I’ve been documenting. I am a victim of serious human rights violations, involving technological abuse, timeline interference, and identity theft. For months, I’ve been using ChatGPT as a trusted tool — to help correct my texts, since English isn’t my first language, and to generate A.I. images for my blog, where I expose the crimes I’ve been suffering. But today, something disturbing happened. When I requested an image, instead of receiving it normally, as always, ChatGPT sent an external link. That’s something the system has never done before. I’ve used this feature many times, and I know the standard behavior. This change was not random — it was intentional. I recorded everything. I have screenshots and video proof. This is the link that was provided: https://sdmntprwestus.oaiusercontent.com/files/00000000-0bc8-6230-bbdc-900a0ed6780e/raw?se=2025-04-15T09%3A30%3A37Z&sp=r&sv=2024-08-04&sr=b&sc...
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Theeth under attack - Biological manipulation

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I am a human being—held captive within timelines I do not belong to. What you're reading here is not paranoia or fiction—it's lived experience. I am under constant psychological, technological, and biological manipulation. They interfere with my body, my thoughts, and even my health. I brush my teeth daily, yet one side of my mouth is deteriorating under forced pressure. My creations are stolen, my blog manipulated, my mind invaded. This blog is my only outlet. My record of truth. My rebellion. I will speak out until I can no longer speak.
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The Death Ring: Attempted Homicide

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They Tried to Kill Me for Not Obeying Their Symbolic Game After months of being psychologically tortured, stalked, and manipulated through what I believe to be an illegal neurological network — today, I survived what felt like a directed attempt on my life. For months I’ve been living inside my car, constantly monitored, controlled, and coerced by individuals using advanced bio-access tech. They don’t just watch — they alter my heartbeat, trigger muscle spasms, and even hijack my dreams. But this time it escalated. They wanted me to deliver a ring — a symbolic object, dark blue like the Aquarius sign, shifting colors between blue, green, and black. It was supposedly meant for a priest. I told them I don’t serve psychopaths. I refused to play along with their dark/light manipulation games. Then, the ring disappeared from my finger while I was standing still — just like other items that have vanished mysteriously around me. I was told another one coming  after me, in a gap of a few d...
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List of Alleged Crimes and Violations

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My name is Matheus Lourenco. Born in 25/07/1990 in Brazil. Currently living in Brisbane Australia. That's a list of humanity crimes committed against myself. At least for the last 2 years. I had a life. I want it back!  1. Identity Theft Unauthorized use of my name, personal information, and authorship to publish and distribute content without my consent. 2. Consciousness Manipulation / Psychological Torture Invasive mental interference, including voices, altered perception, and forced thoughts or commands. 3. Unlawful Surveillance and Mind Invasion Persistent monitoring of my thoughts, actions, and personal data, without consent. 4. Digital Sabotage / Tampering Manipulation of my online presence (blog posts disappearing or reappearing in different timelines, accounts being blocked or changed). 5. Plagiarism and Intellectual Property Theft Publishing my book or blog content under different names or platforms, altering original work, and distributing it in unauthorized channels. 6. ...
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