Letter to Myself

You will probably read this from another level of consciousness. Know that your experience on Earth was sabotaged, your chance to be happy. You don’t deserve it — actually no one deserves it, no human being deserves what you went through here. Apparently people close to you allowed this to happen. This is unforgivable. You went days without sleeping, you were exhausted but whenever you were about to fall asleep something happened — internal shocks, muscle spasms, or people waking you up as if it were synchronized. All of your relationships without exception were sabotaged, your chance to stay in Australia… they practically put me on a plane back to Brazil. You are deeply unhappy, don’t be mistaken, you are strong, you can’t even imagine. You sent that demon crap back to hell. Do you understand the dimension of that? It’s hard to believe how we are supposedly so evolved on the other side and all of this that I went through was allowed without any intervention… Before the voices began...