The Consciousness Server – Part 1: A Hijacked Reality
what I’m about to share is not fiction.
For months, I’ve been trapped in something far beyond normal human experience. A system, an experiment, a hijacking — I still don’t know what to call it. But I do know one thing: my consciousness was plugged into a network I never agreed to join.
They call it a consciousness server — a place where minds are connected illegally. At least two other individuals are linked directly to mine. They are both sadistic and chaotic. And that's me: someone fighting against everything. Fighting for my life. I'm good person. I deserve it. I'm not allowed to do not even simple things in life.
These people are not just watching me — they experience through me. They mirror my actions in different "timelines", then judge or interfere. When I do something as simple as looking at my phone, they replicate it on their end and analyze it through twisted lenses: gods, demons, guilt, morality. For me, it’s just life. For them, it’s some grand game.
This is no spiritual awakening. It’s technological, neurological, and deeply invasive. They influence emotions, distort thoughts, block access to things in my physical world, even erase objects from my life. They manipulate dreams, voices, digital spaces. When I speak up, they shut down my posts, delete my messages, or shift me into what feels like a darker version of reality — a “server shift”.
21/06/2025 . 7:55pm
ReplyDeleteI just stolen some pills of paracetamol again. Last time I took 20 pils and absolutely nothing happened to myself. So now I'll got 33 pills and I really hope that can put a end on it. It's so much. I tried. I fight. I did my best. But I can't handle so much pain and torture on my mind. Deprivations of sleep. And when I finaly sleept I got dreams that aren't mine. They did a crime behind the scenes. I almost died several times. Waves of shocks on my head. When I was about to fall asleep. A guy just gave me a drink right now and said everything is fine. How come. More than 6 months under torture.
They tried to print as a pedophile. They tried to put on my mind waves and waves of pornograph. When was kids around myself they suddenly give me shocks on my penis. That's happened several times. They have somehow control of my body. I haven't life for the last month's. No sex. No friends. No social life. No family. They stolen everything from me. Its hard to believe. I feel like no one deserves it. I'm a good person. Used to work hard. Go to gym. Looking after myself. But it's to much. I have to fight with forces I dont even know where came from. I cry and this affect my penis somehow. Someone printint me wrong like always. And never gonna understand that. And if has a life away from here. I'll never forgive who did that to me. Before I go I have to tell some nicknames about people or how I like to call "little shits" who was on mind. Since the start. Portuguese speaks almost of the time.
Ethan Moore Philip. I met him last night . He was drunk and said someone stolen $300 of his Pocket. I feel like he also have
mental issues. I did a reserch before I found this name on gematrix. And found his IG. But he introduced himself as "Clown"
(Just saw someone on my side having a health issue) 8:23pm
Another nicknames who I was being torture with or they called me.
Dois psicopatas
Matheus do hospital
Narcisio
Narcizinho
Raphael dos anjos
Raplhaelzinhos
Felipe
Felipinho
Felipe
Mamaezinha de um mamaezinha de outro
Sinhazinha
Professorinha
Dark server
Alien
Alien do Bem( referring to myself at this point)
Demonho
Demonhao
Server de macumba
Iazinha do mustang
"Pegaro o cara errado" em Uma voz fine
I got some peace when I started speak English on my head. Looks like they're not allow to speak Portuguese in English minds.
Today is 369. A important number on my first alternative reality they're put me. What I call matrix. Looks like should be a awesome day cuz has a game behind about twin flames. And I suspect who moved me from my original server. Can be both. So he is using me as a human shield. And living like king with another man. Cuz I saw some pretty weird codes on gematrix. Like: "policeman: 666" "I like girls: 666" so basically everything is about demons. Other server about homosexuals. And another one about kids. Like pregnant woman's and baby's everywhere. Was had to see a pretty girl with my age at some stage of this. I basically to running from invible shits and voices on my head.
Matheus Lourenco
Or U can call me Matt. Brisbane. Australia. Earth.
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Delete23/06/2025 2:28 PM . I feel like our personality can be somehow build or bought. And that cowards stealing from me when moved from my main reality. I had a imagination before this little voices started in my head. And at some point I haven't. And now I have a just little one behind. Also my emotions stoled and something else probably when I saw two points on top of my head. I had a point in my eyes also. Now I haven't but suddenly come back.. at some point . 2 points in every eye.
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DeleteFull moon. A few days ago a catch a train. While I was watching the moon I saw something pretty unbelievable for a human being. 3 moons in real time. That's it one behind other. One of there was the blood one. They're trying to synchronise the servers in real time.
ReplyDeleteSays 4:37pm on this server now. But its 9:37 am on mine. 23/06/2025
DeleteAlways when I look after to a old memory. Like I tried to find two old playlists on Spotify. The little voices going crazy. And probably myself in another side of the world's. Cuz I feel like I missing something. Sambalho so as braba and sunset house something. I thing I put the year. 23/06/2025 11:13 am
ReplyDeleteReal time memory copying. On the left back side of head has something I can generate images. I feel in the opposite side they generate porn images. But I started to put my own memories in there. Than something happened. And after a few minutes a felt someone else on the right top of my brain stealing parts of this.
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They have control of my noose. Now I just in the library updating this. Suddenly I smelled shit. Already experienced other smells: death (mofo) and something has not even from Earth.
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Matheus LourencoJune 24, 2025 at 12:21 AM
Also something similar to a sintetic product. But not from Earth.
The Death Ring: Attempted Homicide
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They Tried to Kill Me for Not Obeying Their Symbolic Game
After months of being psychologically tortured, stalked, and manipulated through what I believe to be an illegal neurological network — today, I survived what felt like a directed attempt on my life.
For months I’ve been living inside my car, constantly monitored, controlled, and coerced by individuals using advanced bio-access tech. They don’t just watch — they alter my heartbeat, trigger muscle spasms, and even hijack my dreams.
But this time it escalated.
They wanted me to deliver a ring — a symbolic object, dark blue like the Aquarius sign, shifting colors between blue, green, and black. It was supposedly meant for a priest. I told them I don’t serve psychopaths. I refused to play along with their dark/light manipulation games.
Then, the ring disappeared from my finger while I was standing still — just like other items that have vanished mysteriously around me. I was told another one coming after me, in a gap of a few days. They even said they'd place it in my car’s glove compartment. I refused. I told them I would throw it in the river.
Shortly after that, while simply urinating, I collapsed without warning. I lost consciousness and hit my head. That wasn’t natural — it was triggered. A message, a punishment.
Also that's happed Right after I reinforced all my passwords, and secured my digital presence.
This is no longer spiritual, symbolic, or psychological.
This is biological warfare.
An attempted murder.
They are controlling objects, time, people, and now my very life force — trying to break me, reprogram me, or replace me.
But I’m not stopping. I’m documenting everything.
This is no longer just my story — it's a crime against human dignity.
25/06/2025 5:49am
ReplyDeleteSleep suppression.
Like always. Every place I go to sleep . Always has someone else waking me with a excuse or internal torture for make me up. Waves shocks.
I can't handle the adrenaline shots anymore. I need to sleep properly. They're call someone to take me out the places. Saying something like. That's a private property.. I was in a carpark. I'm human being. If I stay on the streets I can die Frozen. A one week ago was like 0 degress or something. I almost died. I slept a little bit. Without dreams this time. But I feel like the time fly this time. Starting to become more and more clear now. They use a phone. And basically talk to a invisible people. In other timeline or whatever.
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